Birthday

today is my boyfriend's birthday :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

Even though aku tak tak kesah pasal die, still kitorg kawan kan?? :).. hoping he'll having a great birthday today.

moving on to the latest yet depressed thing for me.. miss n is like trying to close with me again. last week she hold my hand and walk with me. weird tak?? ok... then last night she text me because she need someone to talk to. she want my advice pasal kwn lelaki yg suke gile kat die tapi die anggap macam kawan baik and die risau kawan lelaki die sebab buat benda bodoh sbb kene reject dengan die and die tak tahu nak buat ape dan takut kawan lelaki die buat benda bodoh lagi. (mcm yg aku cite dulu kawan lelaki ni yg mak die berkenan sangat)  dalam post dulu aku cakap name laki ni syah. 

hmmm... what can i say huh?? guys do stupid things to get girls. ala-ala tarik perhatian. hisap rokok 3 kotak sehari and bwk keta laju2. alala... comelnye cara ko tarik perhatian kan?? geli nyah nok... tolong lah brader, kawan ko da cakap byk kali die anggap ko kawan je. ni yg aku marah ni, pehal gedik nak tarik perhatian sgt? BAPUK LA WEYH!! pasal ko miss n ckp benda membosankan ni kat aku. aku dah la tengah masyuk tgk variety show girls generation ( i love you girls soo much!!!) 

next, aku yg kene dump dengan miss n relax jee... lagi teruk aku kene, tak plak carik perhatian mcm ko. aku tak tido malam merayau kot kat hostel tuu,merokok layan perasaan sume. aku rase hantu kat situ pon dah kenal aku sangat. nasib baik aku tak kene sampuk :) hehehe... 

the best advice yg aku ley bg miss n is, jadi tegas sikit, avoid ayat2 relationship ni. lagi satu, jgn jadi sengal hancurkan hati die. cakap berlapik sudah... kang die bunuh diri plak. org frust bercinta kan :p hakhak.. if syah is really love her, he will know how to control himself. like i do to you miss n. avoid kan diri what so ever lah kan.

our last conversation is about us, she said things between us is really complicated. aku just cakap die terlampau kejam dgn aku. she know about that, and die ada reason kenapa buat mcm tu. and i said "one day, i really want us to sit and have a private talk" mase dah suntuk. bulan 5 kitorg dah tak kan jumpe lagi :)..

aku dah bosan buat post pasal die miss n ahh... nnt aku pikirkan cite ape untuk blog ni :)