a lonely day

i really miss the feeling of falling in love.
i  miss to touch and hugs the person who i am in love soo much
i miss to really care about my love one with whole my heart
i could do anything for her, yup... i'm a person who are buta kerana cinta
love is beautiful though, xley salahkan orang angau bercinta bro haha..
tapi skang ni dah tade sape nak diluahkan perasaan aku start rase empty balik.
mmg tak suke rase macam ni
macam rase tak hidup pon ada..

dear miss n,

i have decided to stop like,admire,care and love you. even though i told you before that i will always waiting for you until you want me back. but due to various problems and your annoying attitude (yg dulu nape aku x pasan ntah haha..) i've change my mind. sorry laa, aku manusia kot. bukan ko punye barang mainan. next time, if you got a problem with any of your future bf (skandal lah senang cite kan) don't come to me and begging you need someone right now. bdak laki tu nak kenal baru, ko dah gelabah ayam plak pehal? you started to react like a desperate person who really need boyfren. i dont give a fucking damm laa... anyway, jgn perasan yg aku sayang ko sgt. statement aku dulu dah cakap my love to you are decreasing day by day. ko jgn nak wat ayat aku macam sayang ko gile2 macam dulu. aku pon dah move on. just rindu je nak kiss your neck, hug u and wat benda2 merepek tuh. aku taw ko suke kan kan?? aku mmg ketagih buat bende tuh, soo kalau ada org lain aku dapat buat. mmg ko aku akan lupekan. macam yg aku buat dekat nadia haha... i got you to replace her. and now i need someone else.

aku tak kan buat sume ni kalau korg buat baik dengan aku. mmg ko rugi hilang aku. skali aku dah lepaskan org tu dari hati aku. mmg xkan ada peluang nak kembali. ekot pengalaman ahhh.... hati aku ni susah sikit nak bace haha... 

arrggghhhh rindu nak tidur dengan org and buat macam2 haha... goodnight you all :)