self control

man... susah aku macam ni. i almost can't control myself today. first of all sy puasa ehh guys.. so mcm tak elok la bfikiran macam skang ni. aku terganggu. can't stop thinking about it. i'm craving to do it. pagi tadi. aku terjaga awal n kacau sya tido. and my heart keep pounding. sakit derr... i really really wanted to kiss her. i want it bad.. dia plak layan aku skali. aku kiss pipi die jeh. the she kiss my neck. mann... stop it sya. nsib baik lah aku ingat dah niat puasa. sah ke tak, aku tak tau la weyh puasa sunat hari ni huhu... mcm harammm.. then i kiss her cheek over and over again. try to avoid her lips. then i hugged her tight. i need to stop. and she's also got to stop doing that to me. dia dah tau aku ni lessy, tak moh lah layan huhu.. i'm tired to control my desire towards her.

 arghhh!!!!! dah la asik tgok cita vampire diaries n twilight. aku memang rasa nk gigit tengkuk dia tuh. haish...  dia ni saja nak main2 kan aku ke?? mcm nak decide tido solo balik jeh haha.. tp mesti takley punya. apa-apa pon... aku harap dapat puasa hari ni dengan tenang hehe.. bye2 guys.. mkn bubur egt saya. kat sini takde sob sob ~~ even aku tak tau bubur asyura rasa apa. ala mcd punya ke?? nmpak sangat tak penah kesah aku ni. gampang betul diri ini.